我现在才发现我真正要的是什么
太迟了吗?

就算世界与我为敌
我也愿意，我什么都愿意

Saw this on Facebook from my ex-English tuition teacher.

Catherine Jessica Friends who claim to be friends but do things with cruel intentions are the worst! With friends like this, no one needs enemies! Just remember one thing, what goes around comes around!!

And the feedback?

Alison Murugesu-Ghani

Suprisingly, Cath, in our travels, we have found that there are so many good and kind and sincere people in this world. People who have reached out to us as total strangers, welcomed us into their homes, shared meals they could not afford to spare with us. Many times, these are people who had nothing for themselves, and expected nothing from us in... Read More return, people who were genuine, with no attachment to us, and though we try to keep in touch with some, if there is a way to, there are many we will never cross paths with again. They had nothing to gain from us, but they gave us faith in humankind. Those who hurt us are those who are closest to us. Those that we would normally rely on in time of need, those who look at us and probably feel some sense of jealously and spite, with a smile.

Catherine Jessica

A. I agree with u on this totally. The ones close to you are the ones who betray you because of just that - 'those who look at us and probably feel some sense of jealousy and spite, with a smile'. But i think, deeply rooted in these people is a great chasm of loneliness or a huge lack of confidence in themselves, whether they know it consciously... Read More or unconsciously. With that, I'd say we are the lucky ones who sees things as they are and yes we get hurt at times and also get angry but i believe if we have no malice or cruel intentions in our minds, we r way better off than them.

At some point, I agree of what she said. But I think I'm lucky that I have friends who I could always rely on... What's do u guys think?

Problem solved?

Manipulation? Yes
Sympathy? No
Getting used to it until I don't feel anything anymore.
At least I know there's someone back home that I can always rely on. Stay strong Evelyn. Stay focus.

I'll do whatever it takes to not get myself distracted.
I might be selfish. But I hope you people could understand.

Ganpathe =)

I know that I am not good enough..

I just realized mooncake festival is on Saturday. I kept thinking it was Sunday! Omg. How blur can I be.


Last year's celebration....

This year.......

No mooncake, no candles, no nothing! Spend the whole night doing assignment. Ahhh. Nvm, we're gonna have a replacement tomorrow, right girls?

I wonder what's happening back home? Reading mom's blog is making me feel worst! I miss home =(

A friend once told me this when I asked what and how true friends are.....

Everyone is judgmental. If they can't accept things that makes yourself happy, then they are not your true friends.





This is just me.
I just wanna be truthful to myself.
希望你们能够谅解