Uncertainties

It sucks whenever you put your hopes high up and the next thing you know is that SMACK back to reality missy. It sucks harder when you tried so so so hard for something you wished for and SMACK you're still far away from the actual target/goal.

Psychology attachment - pending

Study for honours / masters - pending

Volunteering for Befrienders - pending

All these uncertainties are putting my mental health - insomnia, dementia, hypertension and bipolar-disorder -at state!

Up the list

Ok so the most embarrassing thing just happened to me few minutes ago.

I was randomly ranting to my colleague via popup (its like MSN but its a program that we use to communicate each other in the office. No we don't talk. We popup) about this guy who looks really dodgy and all working in our department. These are the exact words that I wrote "This guy always gives me the the very miang feeling, somehow -.-"

My colleague is sitting right infront of me (told you we don't talk in the office!) and normally she'll give some sort of reaction whenever I send messages to her. But she didn't and the next thing I know was that my Supervisor messaged me, saying "Who? JZ?". I was wondering what the heck is she talking about. Then I realized............ OH SHIT I POPUP-ED MY SUPERVISOR INSTEAD OF MY COLLEAGUE.

Embarrassed and didn't know how to reply. My colleague, well... laughed her ass off.

All I said was "Sorry I was ranting to Latifah and didn't realized I messaged you instead! I'm so sorry."

She replied a cold "ok"

This incident is definitely going up to my Top 10 most embarrassing moment.

Highlights of Yogyakarta, Indonesia

From the recent volcano eruption

Can you spot the house?

The "volcano made" river

Borobudur Temple

The statue of a Buddha but the head was stolen

Back Sand Beach

Hot spring

Facial anyone?

Visiting the Candi(s)

Awesome view from the top of the mountain

Indonesians LOVE fried food. They serve fried chicken for breakfast, lunch and dinner for 6 consecutive days!